It’s Christmas Eve!

But I’m not celebrating Christmas with my parents.

Yeah, it’s probably the bluest Christmas I’ve ever had. It’s my first time to celebrate Christmas without them. I’m not alone though, since my sister’s family’s coming home later to celebrate Christmas with me and our maid. But whatever. Deep inside, I feel so alone. I don’t even have a phone or money right now. That’s why I can’t greet my classmates tonight.

Anyway, I’ve been planning this Christmas wish list thing since the first day of this month but I was so lazy that I almost forgot about it. So would it be okay if I’ll do the list this Christmas Eve? Isn’t that too late already? Anyway…

MY CHRISTMAS WISH LIST

1. A domain - yeah. I’ve been wishing for it ever since
2. New stuff for my closet
3. A domain - where I can show off my crappy graphics
4. Books by Chuck Palahniuk
5. More books - because I love their smell
6. More DVDs
7. new pairs of socks - rawr!
8. A domain - because I need to earn $$$
9. Pens - I like to write
10. Holga Starter Kit
11. Voice lessons
12. Anything from Fred Flare
13. And a new domain - because I totally want one right now >.<

edit

Yes, sweet and thoughtful Ria just granted one of my wishes. I’m pretty much excited about it that I’m starting to think of things I’m doing with it and whatnots. I’m more than happy tonight. Thanks, Ria. You made my Christmas great because of it. And no, it’s not because of the domain, but it’s you. You made me believe that Santa Claus is for real. LOL <3

I suppose you know I’m also a big fan of that book and if only I have the money, I would buy it right away and send it to you. It sucks because what I can only give to you right now is “thanks.” But that is so not enough. You deserve more. And I promise that next time, you’ll receive more than what you’ve given me.

…

Crap. Oh, crap. My message’s so nerdy. But, everything’s for real. HAHA.  Sorry if it’s bad.

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The clock says it’s 10:52 pm already and I forgot to attend mass, I feel sleepy, I’m still wearing my PJs because I have nothing nice to wear tonight, and home’s so quiet it feels like it’s November 1.

I can’t feel it.